Where is ‘back in town’ my dear?!
Dylan “dropped” me because I confronted him basically on the fact that he wasn’t being completely fair to me. We’ve been all over the place for the past 1 & 1/2 years & we finally decided in around the March region that we wanted to be together again, for good & real. Well, I stumbled upon his tinder/Facebook last week & he was still chatting up girls on Tinder (which wasn’t the worst part) even when we decided to be real. But what hurt the most is that a year ago we went to this festival, All Good, in Thornville, and we were still in the beginning fun phases of our liking & I was of course more ga ga about him then when he was of me. So, he needed a ride to this festival/his hometown (Dayton) but he had no car/not a lot of money. I drove us 16 hours there & back & paid half of everything, if not more, & I did that all on a whim but came to find out I wasn’t his first choice. He asked this girl before me (apparently) but since she couldn’t go, he was, “going with a girl from work.” So I just brushed that aside because we were still in the beginning & whatnot buuuuuuuuuut right after he came to NOLA around Labor Day weekend last month, he messaged her again…wanting to take her to dinner..so to know that I just had sex with him for the first time, spent $200 on a hotel for us to stay in when I could have for free somewhere else, and chauffeured him around time asking for no gas/weed money or anything…was not fair for me to see/feel/experience. I was nothing but good to him & he didn’t even give me the time of day to show how hurt I was. He literally just said, “k well it was nice knowing you and wasting our time because we obviously aren’t ready for a relationship and I’m sure you’ll find someone better.” So yeah. It’s just a big gaping wound right now…
I’m getting them once I get back into town actually!
Day 5: still waking up missing him.